8 Years of Life Sharing

Happy 8th wedding anniversary to me...after what we've been through..after all sacrifies we've made..sekejap jer..dah 8 tahun melayari hidup sebagai suami isteri..banyak sudah pahit manis yang kami lalui..tipulah kalau ckp hidup ni sentiasa bahagia jer sepanjang masa..sedangkan lidah lg tergigit ini kan pula suami isteri..tetapi aku redha..because i know i am not the perfect person..but i'll do my very best to make sure my family happy..the way it should be.. thank you my dear darling..you completes me..walaupun my hubby ni agan baran orangnya tetapi dia tak pernah mengabaikan tanggungjawabnya sebagai ketua keluarga..personally he got my respect..like every year, aku dpt hadiah awal....ye la anniversary in two weeks' away tetapi dia dah ajak aku beli..this year aku dapat rantai kaki..sbb aku punya dah putus..i am so happy..definately..coz dpt something yg mmg aku perlu..tq dear



And he got shoes like he wants it..my hubby ni ..kalau tanya nk apa..mesti nak kasut, spectacles atau pun jam..3 benda ni mmg favourite dia..tp tak kisahlah asal dia happy..what more to ask..



To my dear hubby..I just hope that our love will remain forever..i love you much more today than i did yesterday..love me as i am..and i will definately do the same..sharing life with you is the best part of my life..and we should thank Allah for giving us the precious gift..my little baby..Danish Haikal..dialah bulan..dialah bintang..dialah segala-galanya..dia adalah bukti cinta kita yang telah bersemi selama 14 tahun..You both mean the world to me..



P.S I Love You

Adab..

Just nk share dgn semua perihal budak-budak zaman sekarang ni..2 hari lepas aku having dinner kat luar dgn family..si kecik tu sibuk nak makan nasi ayam gulai..so kami decide nk makan kat Restoran Wira Sejati Seksyen 18, Shah Alam..kami ambil tempat paling belakang ..so comfortable..tiba dtg 3 org budak pompuan..student dr kampus yg berdekatan dgn gelak ketawa yg agak kuat..mula2 kami mmg tak ambil port pun..budak2 baru kenal dunia la katakan..tapi tgh makan tu..diaorg boleh berborak dgn kuatnya tambah dgn gelak ketawa..yg paling aku tak suka ..boleh pasang lagu guna hp pas tu nyanyi sesama..kuat plak tu..kalau setakat humming ok la jugak..ya Allah langsung tak malu dgn pelanggan lain yg bwk family..budak2 lain pun ada..lagi org pandang..lg kuat diaorg nyanyi..yang lebih memalukan bila yg buat tu PEREMPUAN dan yang lebih lagi BERTUDUNG..bukan nak kata yg perempuan bertudung tu tak leh wat apa-apa..tp menyanyi dgn lagak cam bagus di khalayak ramai rasanya sumbang plak mata memandang..kita pun pernah melalui campus life sama mcm diaorg..tp tak de la galak mcm tu sekali..budak-budak zaman sekarang ni..langsung tak menjaga adab..tak segan silu dgn mereka yg lebih tua..

Jangan fikir apa yg aku ckp ni semata-mata nk condemned diaorg..tp berbulu mata bila kita tgk budak2 melayu berperangai mcm tu..tambah pulak kita bwk anak..anak kecil tgk yg besar buat mcm tu..alangkah tak eloknya..itu belum ckp pasal pakaian..ada yg pakai short pant..pendeknya mengalahkan non muslim..tp aku tak nak komen psl tu..cuma ralat tgk remaja yg langsung tidak kisah org sekeliling..dgn gaya ala2 poyo..do they think people will impressed?? or they just want to attrack people..but as for me..i will not impressed at all..not even a bit..Doa aku supaya anak aku dan ahli keluarga yg lain tidak terpengaruh dgn budaya tidak sihat yg semakin parah ni..like wise man say, 'biar miskin harta jangan miskin budi bahasa'..(ye ke ni..sort like this la..)

Haikal...oh...Haikal

Pening kepala pikirkan perihal anak bujang aku ni..actually this is the first week dia naik van sekolah..first time actually..he's so excited..so do i..tp unfortunately perkhidmatan yang diberi tak memenuhi piawaian aku as a mother..because he's picking up my son too late..bayangkan si kecil tu habis at 12.00noon tapi dia ambik pukul 1.30 p.m. dan sampai rumah dekat pukul 2.00 p.m..wasting 2 hours of his resting time..sampai rumah ..dah tak nak makan ..too tired i guess..si kecil tu pun pandai complain..kata kepala bergoyang naik van ..may be laju sgt ..to catch up the time..byk trip ambik tapi tak pandai manage..jadilah cam ni..

Pity me..i've got no choice because of my working hours..i go to work at 6.45 a.m..school has not open yet..get back at 5.30 p.m at least..my son finished schooling at 12.00 noon..so what to do..nak letak kat nursery sebelah sekolah tu mmg boleh..tp apa plak keje bibik aku kat umah tu..padahal purpose utama ambik dia pun nk suruh jaga si kecik tu..

So..nak tak nak.. i guess i just go with the flow ..so very not puas hati..or may be i got to talk to him ..persuade him to get the kids from little caliphs early(not only my son..there are other kids near my neighbourhood)..what a relieve that i can shout out my dissatifying feelings here..lagi pun that's what this blog is opened for..isnt it..adios

Hope

Hari ni untuk kesekian kalinya air mata ibu ini mengalir..may be sebabnya kecil je..tetapi tak tahu kenapa i've felt that i have failed to be a good mother..puas aku ajar..sekali ajar sekali ingat..rasa marah..frustrated..tahap gaban..i think this is all my fault..being too reasonable to him..mmg dia masih kecil tp kalau nk melentur buluh bukan kah patut dr rebung..kalau dah jd buluh tak guna dah..

I do think that it's too much tv programms and toys for him..to turn things back to the situation that should be..no more toys and less tv watching hours..

Sebagai ibu salahkah aku jika aku mengharapkan yang terbaik dari seorang anak..mungkin beginilah rasa ibu ku bila aku tidak mendengar kata..like wise man says..what you give you get back.. it's so true..to mother..i'm so sorry for not being such a good daughter..but i guess i have tried my best now..

To my beloved son..i'm sorry for hoping so much from you..whatever i have done to you just to make sure you'll happy for the rest of your life..i dont ask more..just make your mama proud of your success..i love you with all my heart..dont let me down my dear sweetheart..

Little Caliphs

Hiii..just got back from my baby's school registration..after survey beberapa kindagarten di sekitar kawasan rumah aku..so there it is..finally aku hantar dia at Little Caliphs..tengokkan teacher dan environment sekolah..well ..not bad..biasa la parent mcm aku ni semestinya nak kan yang terbaik untuk my one and only child..it's so funny that this year pun dia tak dapat baju immediately..last year because of saiz dia terlalu kecil..saiz s..but this year tak dapat sebab he's too big..nak kena pakai saiz XL..haha..amazing right?? but the truth is..budak2 mmg cepat naik..actually dia gemuk tang perut & pipi je..so baju kena la besar so that comfortable..

Anyway my hope for this year..takde lagi messy problems like i used to deal with former school..I'm not that fussy but siapa yang boleh tahan if everyday my baby hilang stationeries..no joke..really..bayar mahal2..stationery still kena bwk sendiri..pas tu bila complaint kata itu small problem..betul..tapi kalau hari2..like 20 days x 12 =240..meaning..240 rubber..240 pensel..bla..bla..

At Little Caliphs..stationery disediakan..student classes pun ok..then i got feedback from others yang htr anak kt this school..semua kata bagus.. so i guess i do pick a great school for my baby this time..hopefully..